This year I am on a mission (again) to declutter my life and change some habits. All things that make me breathe harder, all things that make me produce these deep ‘ohs’ and ‘ahs’ coming out from within my chest. Sometimes I am not even sure about the reason, I just feel overwhelmed by too much going on, constant rush and stress, unfinished things, full sink, worries about the future, my mind racing 100 miles per hour. I feel I always have a perfect solution for a friend’s problem, but never for my own. Do you know what I mean?
I want a change but I realize it would be much easier to make that change if I knew exactly what I mean. But I don’t. Except that I know I want more space, and I don’t mean a bigger apartment. I want more space emotionally, I want to clean my mind, to be more peaceful and healthier. I trust that would lower the stress, which as a result would make me happier.